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Monday, October 16th, 2006

Again I Failed

I hardly had any sleep and all I could think about what him to free me from this thing in my ass. I counted minutes from 3 am on and at 6.23 finaly the door bell rang. I walked as fast as possible, and my ass pained me a lot. I reached the door and there he was. smiled at me, and I felt he was proud that I made it and followed his order. He ordered me on all four, I raised my ass and he pulled that thing out. The streching nearly killed my mind. This pain was more as I ever expected to be able to bare. But when it slipped out, the joy and pleasure I felt was compensating for everything, I just relaxed where I was, knees on the floor, head on the ground. He put something on my back, that was kinda heavy and slipped down to my head till it hit my hair.

“Clean it!” He said and left the house.

I grabed back to that thing and raised my head from the ground again. A strange smell got to my nose. I brought the thing in my view and it was the black plug I had nearly a day in my ass. I understood the smell, there was shit on the plug, 2 big cones, one was massive and there was the shit, I couldn´t believe that this was in my ass.. passed my asshole. the connection between the cones was still massive. good 3cm diameter.
But that smell was so strong.. was it just the plug. I turned my head to my knees and suddenly saw what it was, there was a big pile of shit, yes, my own shit on the floor. Came out of my ass, without me noticing that I just had a shit infront of somebody, pointing my ass to him. I felt so embaraced like never before. I wanted to die here and now. I droped the black plug, and grabed to my asshole. There was still shit outside. I didn´t cared, my finger sliped inside my ass without even any pressure. My ass was streched, you could have fucked me and I wouldn´t probable have felt your cock. I went to the bathroom, liquid came out of my ass and rinsed down the left leg. How should I go to work like this? I contracted my anal muscle.. pain.. pain got me. And I decided to take a cold shower. My skin skrinked again and to name it simple.. my asshole closed too. Thoughts chased my brain around and I wasn´t sure not to stop all what developed in so short time. I promised to me, that I have to tell him to stop this before I ruin my reputation and loose my job, we would get cought sooner or later. Alone yesterday was dangerous… what if, what if, what if always the same question construct rushed inside my brain.

I went to work, ok, I didn´t left without my toy, it´s a kind of morning habit and I realized, that I slept the first time for a long long time, without my toy last night. Around 11 I went to the Archive to sort some documents back into the folders. I worked for about 5 minutes when the door opened and I heard footsteps coming closer. I looked along the shelves and ´he´ came around the corner. My heart started to beat fast and loud, I must stop this. I steped down the ladder, he arrived, I turned around to him.

“On your knees.”

My mind was rebeling, I had my speech prepared all morning, I wanted to look in his eyes and tell him what I think about the situation and that I don´t want to loose my job, my pride, whatever. I woke up out of my dreams and was sucking his cock. He pulled it out of my mouth with force when he had his orgasm and shot his cum in my face, holding my head infront of his spitting cock. Put his cock back in his jeans, closed the zipper and left me on my knees, with a splattered face. I tried to clean it, had nothing to do it, so scratched it as good as I could with my fingers and swallowed it. My face still must have looked funny, so I opened the door, looked outside and rushed to the next toilet. I was silently yelling at me in the mirror. I was all day confused and just went home, made me dinner and now I write this post.

Where am I going into, do I loose control?
P


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