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Tuesday, October 17th, 2006

Finaly I told him

Tuesday morning short after 6am, the door rang. It could only be him and I promised to myself, that this time I open my mouth just before he gets a chance to speak. So I pulled the door open and more or less yelled at him, I was excited to the last cell.

“We have to talk, now and here, come in.”

He was so suprised, that he just entered the room and I started to throw words at him. All I prepared all night for this talk. Nothing at work that can cost my job, nothing with anybody on the job, no handing over to his friends, this has to stay between him and me. He looked at me with total suprise. He expected everything, but not this. And hey, he is a youngster compared to me. When I have finished, he just said.

“Is that all? All rules you have, I get no stupid talk like that when ever I do something that is covered with your rules?”

I nodded and said simple, Yes.

He turned around and walked off. Slaming the door behind him. I was devastated, he left me, is it over now? I started to cry and hated myself that I spoke so harsh with him. After my eyes became dry again. I dressed for work and haven´t seen him or heard anything all day. My mind was circling all day around him, work was secondary, I just did what I had to and went home. I still feel realy bad when I write this. I think it was the bigest mistake I did for a long time

Sad
P.


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