‘He’ starts to stress me now

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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006

‘He’ starts to stress me now

He rang several times yesterday evening at my door. Not the ‘Master’ behavior I expect from a dominant man to run behind a slut like he titled me in the office last week. I promised myself not to get back or give him a chance. I know that I want something older, the gentleman on the internet I chat now each evening is far more my kind of a possible master. I sended ‘him’ his stuff back, collar and dildo, and use my benwa balls day and night now. Somehow I feel naked without em. Rest is easy, I watched the Ivy Manor movies a few times and more and more get addicted to the idea to become a slave 24/7 myself. Should the gray mouse realy do this step? I think I need some more time to realy become 24/7, but at the weekends I would love to get totaly dominated. Got yesterday on the same chat an offer as a breeding bitch, not responded as he was just rude. So no clue, what exactly this guy wanted me to be. But thats totaly off-topic. I hardly had any sleep this night as I can’t get the idea and desire out of my head to be totaly submissive. So I surfed and watched some movies on Hogtied, Water Bondage and Ivy Manor. I forced myself not to touch me and when I had to go to the bathroom, my chair (leather) was clued to my butt. God, I was realy realy wet and soaked the chair all over. Even after I was back on the chair, I didn’t allowed myself to touch me. The heat in my body was intense and even I was naked, it’s wasn’t warm, I was sweating a lot. The feeling was great, great is not the right word, I never even got close to this feeling, I was totaly excited and had the impression I would explode soon. Now as I write this, I’m still horny and I mean horny! Will go in this state today to the office. Somehow I’m curious where are my limits, will I have a spontanious orgasm? I don’t believe this even can happen, never heard about it. My shower this morning was short, I had to force myself not to play with the shower head. Twice I nearly got to my point of no return and swaped to realy cold water, washing my cunt was impossible, each touch nearly made me explode. The strange thing about all this is, the gentleman just once told me, that his 24/7 weren’t allowed to orgasm till he told em. Am I doing that to impress him or myself? I have to go to work now. Enjoy your day!

Kisses
P.

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