Is this ok or are women bitches?

Sunday, September 17th, 2006

Is this ok or are women bitches?

First a personal update and should I say again sorry. Naaa, I think you already know, that I’m lazy. I realy tried to get this delivery boy, but he wasn’t around since thursday. Isn’t it always like that? You see a person each day and you think he does this to see you and when you want to see him… gone. He didn’t left the company, I checked that. If I go on with my plan got a sudden change on saturday.

A realy good girlfriend of mine was totaly down and it was even her birthday yesterday. So we (3 other women) decided to cheer her up. The story is kinda simple: She was?/is in love with this guy. They seperated about 6 years ago and suddenly he came back to say ‘hello’ and both felt in love again instandly. To be honest she didn’t said something when this happend 5 month ago. So I was a bit suprised too, that she is back together with him. So we went for a girls night and I had a longer chat with her during this night. What I got as information I bring to one question to you as I’m totaly confused and would love to get some comments. Here what confused me to the bone:

She told nobody anything, as her seperation 6 years ago was hard. He acted like the biggest asshole on earth. But love was stronger and so she went instandly back when he apeared. Thats kinda ok I would say. But he left her last week as she couldn’t give him a commitment to this relation. She was to unsure if he will hurt her again. Thats kinda understandable too, but after 5 month shouldn’t you slowly get a clue what you want? What confused her completly, was that she was honest and he totaly lost his fate and desire to build something up with her after a discussion they had. I should mention, that she is extremly beautiful, she is more as just hot. Half Brazilian, half Swiss, tall (taller then me), slim and she dresses realy modern. I know a few guys she has here and then a dinner or a weekend with em (mostly older guys for the weekend and no sex.. she assured that, just sleeping in the guestroom and having a nice time with em at the swimming pool and realy luxury dinners). But lets go on. So she told me that he asked to send the guy she was going to for a weekend to relay (suprising to me that he accepted it, but he said he trusts her) a greeting. And she said, she wouldn’t do that as she tells all the guys she goes out for sushi or other dinners, that she is single. I ask her if that is realy true and she just nodded to go on. So he asked her, why she does that and she answered honestly, that if she would say that she has a boyfriend.. a relation.. they would stop to invite her and paying her dinners. So he asked if they want something from her (sexual). She said no, they are just good friends but would expect, that she buys her dinner herself and if they have to invite two persons they wouldn’t invite her so often. She was realy totaly confused and I suddenly realized, what I tried to do with the delivery boy. Are we playing with men? Is this ok? I’m sure for myself, that she got left because of this. No commitment and don’t tell the guys she goes out for dinner that she has a relation.. a boyfriend.. I wouldn’t accept this if I would be the guy, honest. So when I came home late at night and a little drunk, I couldn’t find some sleep, this story was circling in my brain.. do beautiful women play with the men surounding them. Are they the hot burning light people speak about when they talk about: Moth burning in a fire? To my suprise I realized some of the other things she told me, in my own behavior and I was the only one suprised by this behavior… my other girlfriends seem to do the same but also don’t speak about. They never said anything similar before. But is it ok to tell men around you that you are single, even you are in a relation, and use em as weekend toys for your own entertainment? I belive her when she says that she would not cheat on her boyfriend, but this isn’t the problem causing me brain acke…

I realy would love to hear some voices about this issue from males and females! Thanx in advance.

A confused
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