Masters Ultimatum Is Over - Decision By Slave Is Being Made

Friday, January 26th, 2007

Masters Ultimatum Is Over - Decision By Slave Is Being Made

The 7 day ultimatum which this gentleman gave me is over now. So now it was time for me to make the final decision over my life. One decision which would bring me into a whole new world and change everything. Nothing would be like I knew it until now.

Those 7 days were a real hard time for me. I spent every day with thinking about my situation now, how I think it would change, in which direction, what I really want and much more.

I knew when I say yes, my life, as I know it now, would be over and I would start completely new. When I would say no, what would be then? I would surely regret it sometimes or for the rest of my life. So what to do? The gentleman didn´t talk with me for the whole 7 days. He wanted me to concentrate on my decision. I got more and more nervous and unsure with the passing days.
But then, sooner as I expected it, the last day was there. The phone call came nearer and I still didn´t know what to do. I know I wanted to live BDSM, I wanted to be a full time slave, 24/7. I want to belong to one man, my master and I want to do everything for him. I know that respect, discipline and loyalty will be the most important things in my life and these things will be more important then sex or pain in such a relationship.

I knew it all and still deep in my heart there was a spot which was afraid and unsure. Then suddenly the phone rang, I knew already who it was. He asked my for my answer, but I couldn´t say a word, I started to cry a bit. I didn´t want to disappoint him. He didn´t say a word for a long time, I thought my heart would stop.

Then suddenly he talked very gentle, it was ok, I shouldn´t cry anymore. He told me that he already knew that I couldn´t make the decision without trying it a few times. He would be surprised if I could have managed it so. It was ok. I felt so relieved. He told me that he wants to meet me, just for a coffee or something so that we could talk and then, later he offers me weekends in which we both would try our relationship. I would be his slave for the weekends, he would show me everything which would wait for me in this relationship and he would try how I can cope with it. We would have long talks about everything.
I am so relieved now and the answer to this was YES. I want to try it with him! I have a good feeling.

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